Love.
Oh, so very complicated.
Let me just say, I was never looking for love. All I wanted was someone who I could share good company and have some harmless adult fun with.
Somewhere between the first kiss we shared and the intimate moments before bedtime I felt myself falling. This was not the plan
those words have crossed my mind over the past few days.
Am I in love? Is this real?
I know what I feel is way too real. Yet I am unsure what to do with the feelings that are deep within me.
We had another glorious weekend. I couldn’t muster up the courage to tell him how I really felt, because I don’t want to be the one to tell him those three special words.
I feel like there are moments when I feel tense and afraid around him because I am so scared of messing things up.
Since I was a little girl I dreamed of being a wife someday. I just didn’t understand how hard it was to find that one person that I would and could love forever til the end of time.
I know that we have only been together a few months, and only time will tell how all of this plays out.
Until then I will keep my feelings to myself and the online blogging world.
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I'm a hopeless romantic so I really do believe when it's true love, you just know. DH and I exchanged those three words after only 2 weeks together and we've said them every day since :)
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy you have found someone amazing and I hope that the right time will arrive for you soon!!