Dropping the bomb

Endometriosis; a horrid disease in which alters one life. It makes dating difficult, sex often impossible, yet somehow I made it through 2 very serious relationship with endo. Then there was the hysterectomy, followed by a break-up. Somehow I didn't see the two co insiding. I am left here back in the dating scene trying to find 'the one'. Someone who I can spend my forever with. While I am in search of Mr. Right I have this big deep dark secret looming inside my head, heavy on my heart. This secret is bursting to come out because frankly its now a huge part of my life in which could send the potential Mr. Right running in the other direction. This afternoon I had a date. A first date in which went extremely well. Conversation was good, all around great first date. This guy is someone I could potentially see myself dating, leading into something more serious. All seems perfect right? A great guy, a cute girl. what more could I ever want? fertility. I have this sudden realization that I am much different than women my age out in the dating scene. I lack a uterus. One would think that nearly a year later this wouldnt be such a shock, yet it is, and I have a feeling will remain so for a while too.. So here I sit pondering my next move. Perhaps tomorrow could be the day I spill my guts to him, let him know my deepest most inner thoughts and drop this so called bomb on him, seeing what he will do. Will he be scared away, or will he be sympathetic to my needs and wants in life. Because I never thought I would be here in this place at this exact moment.. Pain free, single, without a uterus, and witholding such important information from someone. I am hoping for a miracle, that the words will flow as smoothly a possible and as effectively truthful as they can be.. because after dealing with endo for 5 yrs telling someone something as little as this shouldnt be that hard. After fighting endo for so long anything in comparison should be easy as pie. if only...